Lips that touch liquor? 1979
[boy o' the moment] is planning to make a still. I will make myself stop thinking about him.
Poor Deanna. Eric went to L.A. and it seems like he might be away for a long time. I still envy her.
Working up the courage 1979
I will talk to [boy o' the moment] tomorrow. (I hope he's there). Maybe if I know he doesn't love me, than [sic] I will leave him alone and if he does love me, (oh please!) than [sic] I haven't got anything to worry about (ha ha).
The more things change... 1979
I'm still after [boy o' the moment] anyway.
Entropy wins 1979
Too sleepy to write.
Play for Voices 1979
Under Milkwood [Dylan Thomas' play which my family used to have regular readings of] was a success. After we read it we joked around until 11:30 and the best way to describe the noise we were making is "Oh what will the neighbors say, what will the neighbors say".
[Uncle] Larry's friend Mark is a really neat person.
Changing My Mind 1979
I decided that [boy o' the moment] is not for me. We are too different.
I wish someone would get into a relationship with me like Eric got a relationship with Deanna.
No progress at all 1979
[boy o' the moment] wasn't at school today so I didn't get to talk to him.
Didn't get to talk to Deanna or Jacque either. Maybe tomorrow.
Gossip & envy 1979
Erik L. and Deanna seem to be rather fond of each other.
I wish that [boy o' the moment] would let me find out how he feels so I know whether or not to keep pursuing him.
I need someone to confide in. Maybe Jacque or Deanna.
I better get to sleep now. G'night.
Total Gamer 1979
I just found yet another D&D store in Walnut Creek and I went and bought Monster and Treasure Assortments 4-6 and 7-9.
Fluctuations in my In list 1979
I dislike David M. now. (I also found a new D&D store in Concord [I think this might have been The Multiversal Trading Company, the store of David Hargrave, author of the Arduin Grimoires]).
Bianca is getting to be a real bother.
Rats n' stuff 1979
Not much to say. I'm still in love with [boy o' the moment]. No new news.
Bianca [Bonkers, my rat] is getting to be a nuscience [sic].
Oh well. G'night.
[boy o' the moment] knows I'm crazy (I told him) now. I want to tell him how I feel, but I haven't gotten my guts up to it yet. We're getting there.
Accepting the madness 1979
I feel better today. I'm crazy, so it doesn't matter if I die.
[boy o' the moment] is still a fox.
Quotes(?) & fears 1979
You're smart when you only believe half of what you read and you're brilliant if you know which half!
D.O.A. [I think that was a song I recorded off the Dr. Demento show] has made me fill [sic] like I'm going to die. I am scared. I need someone.
My primary social activity at age 14 and a half 1979
We started playing D&D at school today.
Anti-vivisectionist Teen 1979
I finished 'The Plague Dogs'. What a wonderful book! Excellent! Bravo! Encore! Hooray! Yea Snitter! Yea Rowf! Oh, I love it! GOOD night.
Long time sleepy grrrl 1979
I slept until 11:00am today.
Shit, I haven't got anything to say.
Oh! We finished the dollhouse roof. [This was an enormous dollhouse my Mum & I would work on intermittently. We never finished the darn thing. Had a lot of fun thinking about it though.]
This & That 1979
I'm tired; it's late.
I'm reading 'Grapefruit' by Yoko Ono. It's funny.
My period started today.
Oh, [boy o' the moment]! You turkey, say how you feel about me, (but not in public!)
Mooncalves & soggy sheets 1979
[boy o' the moment] is coming to D&D next Friday. I wonder if I will get up enough guts to tell him how I feel about him.
The waterbed [belonging to my parents] broke.
Ah, teenage longing 1979
I am falling in love with [boy o' the moment]. He has made a D&D character and will be playing with Erik L., Robert W., David F. and Brooks [a teacher]. I will be 'D.M.-ing'. Ken and someone else were making noise during centering so I couldn't get into it [Yep, my late 70's hippy school had a relaxation class]. It seems like [boy o' the moment] is starting to pay attention to me. I hope he likes me.